When Holy Thaws

I felt this today. This week. These last couple of months. This overwhelming darkness, sense of unraveling. This cry of anguish and angst over moments that have been seared into my mind, of haunting “why me’s” that I have heard inaudibly whispered from those I love. I have been doubled-over, stumbling, from carrying the chiseled burdens of those who I watch struggle to stay afloat, drowning in the chain of shattered dreams. I know God, that You are the closest to those who are stripped of all that comforts, that You are the balm that heals from the fractured slivers of hope. But now, in this empty space, this barren land, please come to us like rain. Even if the darkness doesn’t fade, let justice flow over and around us like a river, flooding our land with all good things. Strengthen this weary soul so that those who look to her for strength see that she is their rock because of He who steadies her. Use this long night that has exposed us raw become the dawn through which Your greatest purpose and presence can be born in and through us. Amen

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